let me in

Hi guys! Today was a really great day, for the most part! I took some photos for a new company which you will see very shortly. I also learned some news which I will discuss a bit later in this!!!! Nothing to be worried about, just does need an explanation. Anyway, I hope you all had a relaxed Tuesday. I got coffee to shoot with and then we snuck onto our favorite rooftop. So without further ado, here are the photos…

Here's the feedback I posted on my Tumblr: "As you know, I’m such a fan of leather goods, simple notebooks and tshirts, and anything that has to do with coffee. Today get to show you all of those things and more. P and Co is a company that sells amazingly beautiful leather card holders, key fobs, wallets, along with their uniquely designed coffee mugs, apparel, and even flags (which I can’t wait to decorate my dorm with). I can’t even express how in love I am with their products, all I can recommend is that you look for yourself. Seriously you guys, everything is quality and, if you like the vibes of my blog recently, I’m sure you’ll truly enjoy looking at their site too! 

Check out their site here // Instagram // Shop here"

Paired with: Abercrombie skirt (obsessed), Urban glasses and brown chelsea boots

I really hope you guys liked it! I had such a fun time photographing and literally I'm in LOVE with this brand. It'd seriously mean the world if you guys checked them out too. 

Okay and so for my mini announcement….I mentioned to you guys that I've been sick for a pretty long time and I just got my results back. Basically, I'm pretty sick. I don't want to say what I have because I feel as if that is a really private matter but let's just say I need to do some serious resting. I'll still be posting and updating as much as I can (I have to shoot this week for my work) but just keep in mind that I am seriously sick and will need to take it easy for these next couple of weeks. Thanks so much for your sweet wishes and your endless support, just stick with me through this time and I swear when I get better it will be worth it! Love you guys so much

Xoxo,

Kiki

i only think of you

Hi guys! Happy Sunday. For the most part, it was a really good one. I'm still feeling under the weather and I did a yoga class this morning with my best friend, but I got a bit sick during it so that was the end of that. Not a good thing at all. Tomorrow I'm getting tested for things and such, so I guess I'll let you guys know how it goes?! Sorry I'm telling you all this, but I guess it's just apart of my day and it's nothing crazy serious, so I don't mind sharing with you guys. I really hope you don't mind!

After yoga I chilled for a little bit, then we got coffee and went to a farmers market. It was so cute. I got that little baby succulent since I had an empty pot to fill, and I also got that amazingly cute bouquet of flowers (paired with my Pellegrino from this morning, favorite Free People sweater, Fun. record, polaroids, and Urban sandals that I wore today).

Today was mostly spent resting because it's what I need the most. Sunday is always the perfect day to do nothing, and I was so glad I could actually do that today. Like I mentioned yesterday, I tried filming some things/making another video but it just seemed too forced and I couldn't vibe with it. Seriously, I was trying all these different songs and I felt nothing. I'd rather not post that much and then have really good posts, you know what I mean? Basically, and I actually just saw this on a friend's blog (not to copy you Sammy) but quality over quantity. I'll have more videos to post, I promise, but nothing will be forced!!!

It started thundering and I took a really nice bath, then ate leftover Indian and watched Leap Year (one of my favorite movies ever, highly recommend). I think Ireland might be a dream destination.

So overall, it was a really calm day. Tomorrow, sort of back into the grind but I'm going to try to take it easy this week. I really want to travel, but I don't know where. Really anywhere would be ideal right now. Where do you want to go?

Xoxo,
Kiki

friyay

Hi loves! Happy Friday. I just wanted to make a weenie of a blogpost updating y'all on what's going on and what not. I've been sort of sick for the past two weeks (yes, weeks) so I've been taking time to not really go on that many adventures and just chill so I can actually get better. When I'm sick I don't stop, and it takes a toll on me.

On the bright side, I got a new phone (iPhone 6, silver and white) and I am still going out tonight…I'll try to have an ootd of what I'm going to wear for a night out since I don't really do those often!! I also got some new shenanigans after work today so I'll try to do something featuring those pieces. We shall see! If not, there will for sure be something new up tomorrow.

These pictures were taken yesterday when I literally wasn't doing anything but being in my bed. It was definitely a nice day. I want to do a new video (like the last one I did) but featuring a really cozy vibe like Sunday-bed, coffee, all that good stuff. We shall see :-)

That's all for me babes! Just wanted to keep you updated and make sure you know that I'm not dying and will never die. Love you.

Xoxo,
Kiki

daydream

Only ever in dreams I wrap my arms around you…
"I'll set my alarm. 3:30am." I told my friend Amanda at midnight the night before. She rolled over, and though we were both groaning and our eyes were droopy from tiredness, we both knew that our hearts probably wouldn't even settle down by the time we had to wake up. It really wasn't that big of a deal to be honest, just going to the beach to watch the sunrise…I feel like it's anyone ever does when they're down the shore or on vacation. But for some reason, I had a very special feeling in my heart.

We rode the convertible down to Spring Lake with coffee, Redbull, and muffins. The road was deserted; just her and I riding down the parkway, soft morning wind in our hair and barely the light of the sky illuminating our path. When we got to our destination, our hearts were practically pounding because the sun was just rising over the water and the lighting was unbelievably beautiful, dripping gold. We dressed in our Free People gear (courtesy of Free People Paramus, of course) and started taking our photos. Without further ado, here is what we captured.

(Again, all the details are from/by Free People). If you do want specific details, comment below and I'll try to help you out.

After photographing until 7am, we decided it was time to actually take off our makeup, get naked, and go into the ocean. It was so. Fucking. Beautiful. The salt, the warmth, the feeling of the grittiness and just purity of the world underneath you. I took a deep breathe and floated there for a while; feeling the waves underneath me and hearing the shouts of old surfers and the laugh of Amanda taking yet more photos. I know I've said this maybe 50 times by now, but today, I honestly felt alive.

Read some stuff, maybe took a cat-nap (barely), soaked up the sun. Since we had such an early start we were starving since the muffins didn't hold us over, so we went to a cafe to get a quality meal!!

After breakfast, our journey came to an end. We drove home, along with the rest of plenty of other cars, and unpacked with the excitement to edit everything. Again, thanks to @amandabellavia for taking some of these photos/being apart of it all and @freepeopleparamus. Both my very precious sugar babies.

Also, I made a new Youtube video!!! It's of today's journey (what else is new) but it's one of my favorite pieces yet. I think I might do more things like this, if you guys are into it. You can watch it here.

Don't forget to check the Tumblr pictures as well if you want! Enough about today, I'm sure you guys are sick of hearing about it by now. I'm just so content and I wish that everyone, hopefully, feels the same.

Xoxo,
Kiki